The Proverbial Sound of Silence
“I have to leave for France.”
“Why?”
“You are flying to your country soon anyway,” she said, with her silken accent.
I couldn’t find a word.
I lit my cigarette and took a drag. Something started gleaming down her cheek in the darkness of the room. There was silence, a rather profound silence. Outside, Auckland was still pouring with rain.
The waning moon was probably laughing at me. I always love silence, but now I felt like an awkward idiot trying to chase it out.
I used to despise people who cannot stand silence even for one minute. You know, those people who come to your cubicle every now and then, who try to come up with a new topic when the conversation grinds to a halt, who play music or whistle when they are alone by themselves.
But now I was one of those people, and I hated every second of it. I wanted to just grab my coat and take a walk round the city streets even though—or especially because—it rained outside. I wanted to pick my guitar and play whatever damn song crossed my mind. I wanted to pour a glass of whisky and offer it to her, just to see her shakes her head.
I took the last drag out of my cigarette, and there was still silence. The silence which will soon be gone, like me.